introductions

i haven't slept in days - but no one realizes that i am a waking dream, a sleepwalker of the world, a nightmare...

i will not be a burden.

{neverever}

i'm no heroine, that's for sure. in fact, i feel like i'm the villain in my own smoke-and-mirrors story. self-sabotage and destruction are my fortes, and all i need is chaos to survive.

yet, i have this love and its so great. boundless. infinity. he is everything to me. everything. but at this point i'm struggling to keep up. to keep him. to keep it together.

and i don't want to fail anymore.