i answer phone calls in my sleep

all the freaking time.

is that strange?

i miss you.

its killing me.

the not-seeing-you.

and its disgusting that i'm this attached

to a single entity

i just .... it hurts too much...

and i'm scared and paranoid and feeling sick to my stomach.

(all i want is you)

FRUSTRATION at talking to you on the phone,

barely the amount we did before...

and you? do. not. seem. disturbed.

am i the only one?